ONE! I need sleep like you won't believe. I have insomnia, so I'm used to not getting rest and so on. I'll go a week and a half with no sleep, than I'll get 2 or 3 weeks with 3-6 hours a night. I went 7 days with no sleep, I slept one night and last night, no sleep. I don't know what happened to my regular timing, but the one night made me realize what I'm missing out on, so now I'm more desperate than ever to get to sleep tonight, and I have to be up in 5 hours. x_x
TWO! I, for the first time in almost a year, got to spend time with my first real best friend, Matt. He and I were best friends for two years, than we were just REALLY close for 3, going on 4 years after. Tonight, he came over and we went for Steamed milk, [I had soy milk, yum] and than wandered a little, and I helped him shop. It felt like we were back in grade 9 when we were the best friends. Except, other emotions hitched a ride with the close friendship. See, he's also the first boy I ever fell in love with. I never STOPPED loving him, but I could only hope. He's sitting across from me, telling me about his first girl friend and I keep wanting to take his hand or something. In the store, he called me by his ex's name. Guh.
..I'm hoping that rambling on about this now will help get rid of the thoughts for a bit so I can sleep. =]
Kay, so we're down to 3 days before the road trip, which means that it's 6 days until my birthday AND 12 days until I have to get my wisdom teeth out T_T
Right, well I've run out of things to chat about, so I'm going to see if I can get some sleep.
Night, interwebs and keep in touch <3 [no special editing tonight, just bare, raw emotions...ish]
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