So; departing in one day and some hours and im NOOOTTTT ready! I'm freaking out now and I'm running in circles. I wish i could just stay here, listen to music and FIND everyhting I'll need, do all the laundry I have to and relax, but, not that i mind, i work tonight <3 which could help..you know, get me to relax about it, but tomorrow and friday morning are going to be gong shows.
As if it's not enough, i keep thinking about other stuff and i have no reason to. Stupid past coming and biting me in the butt.dsklvnslkgnsfdlgm df
Kay.I had to freak out; now i go get ready for work, hopefully find some stuff to make tomorrow smoother.
BTWHurray for spending most of today with Claire <3
The Proposal was ADORABLE =D mmmm Ryan Reynolds topless ...and bottomless ;) hahaha! jokes, jokes...ish o.
0KAY
Going.
6.24.2009
6.23.2009
ATTN: Tragedy?
This isn't happening; I CAN NOT be getting sick 2 days before my camping trip and birthday party weekend! I can not be ill the day I turn 19. Granted, I won't notice, considering I'll be drunk for 5 days straight, but when I'm sober I'll have a cold AND a hangover to deal with? Oh joy.
Second thing on my mind right now. WRITERS BLOCK...semi cleared off. I wrote a verse and half a chorus for MY song, two lines for my friends song that he wanted me to help him with and no headway on my story one bit.
Third; my mp3 players being a fucktard. *insert angry face here* That's all I have to say about that, actually.
Fourth; going to go watch Party Monster, drink loads of tea and sleep [hopefully] and try to feel 100% in two days. WAIT. one and a half. -_-
Wish me luck <3
Second thing on my mind right now. WRITERS BLOCK...semi cleared off. I wrote a verse and half a chorus for MY song, two lines for my friends song that he wanted me to help him with and no headway on my story one bit.
Third; my mp3 players being a fucktard. *insert angry face here* That's all I have to say about that, actually.
Fourth; going to go watch Party Monster, drink loads of tea and sleep [hopefully] and try to feel 100% in two days. WAIT. one and a half. -_-
Wish me luck <3
ATTN: Desperation and Confusication
ONE! I need sleep like you won't believe. I have insomnia, so I'm used to not getting rest and so on. I'll go a week and a half with no sleep, than I'll get 2 or 3 weeks with 3-6 hours a night. I went 7 days with no sleep, I slept one night and last night, no sleep. I don't know what happened to my regular timing, but the one night made me realize what I'm missing out on, so now I'm more desperate than ever to get to sleep tonight, and I have to be up in 5 hours. x_x
TWO! I, for the first time in almost a year, got to spend time with my first real best friend, Matt. He and I were best friends for two years, than we were just REALLY close for 3, going on 4 years after. Tonight, he came over and we went for Steamed milk, [I had soy milk, yum] and than wandered a little, and I helped him shop. It felt like we were back in grade 9 when we were the best friends. Except, other emotions hitched a ride with the close friendship. See, he's also the first boy I ever fell in love with. I never STOPPED loving him, but I could only hope. He's sitting across from me, telling me about his first girl friend and I keep wanting to take his hand or something. In the store, he called me by his ex's name. Guh.
..I'm hoping that rambling on about this now will help get rid of the thoughts for a bit so I can sleep. =]
Kay, so we're down to 3 days before the road trip, which means that it's 6 days until my birthday AND 12 days until I have to get my wisdom teeth out T_T
Right, well I've run out of things to chat about, so I'm going to see if I can get some sleep.
Night, interwebs and keep in touch <3 [no special editing tonight, just bare, raw emotions...ish]
TWO! I, for the first time in almost a year, got to spend time with my first real best friend, Matt. He and I were best friends for two years, than we were just REALLY close for 3, going on 4 years after. Tonight, he came over and we went for Steamed milk, [I had soy milk, yum] and than wandered a little, and I helped him shop. It felt like we were back in grade 9 when we were the best friends. Except, other emotions hitched a ride with the close friendship. See, he's also the first boy I ever fell in love with. I never STOPPED loving him, but I could only hope. He's sitting across from me, telling me about his first girl friend and I keep wanting to take his hand or something. In the store, he called me by his ex's name. Guh.
..I'm hoping that rambling on about this now will help get rid of the thoughts for a bit so I can sleep. =]
Kay, so we're down to 3 days before the road trip, which means that it's 6 days until my birthday AND 12 days until I have to get my wisdom teeth out T_T
Right, well I've run out of things to chat about, so I'm going to see if I can get some sleep.
Night, interwebs and keep in touch <3 [no special editing tonight, just bare, raw emotions...ish]
6.22.2009
ATTN: new?
Kay, so I'm fully new to this site, but I adore blogging. Putting my ideas into the wind and letting them fly, so to speak.
I have writers block, and I complain about it in my new youtube video, where I ramble about the same things I normally blog about. I think I might like this kind of stuff a bit too much. Honestly, I really don't care. =]
So, hullo, I'm Sarah. As of right now, I'm 18 years young, I'm a mega nerd, I have black/blue hair, I'm 4'10" and I have grey eyes. My birthday is in 7 days, I'm going camping for 5 days IN 4 days and I'm super excited. I drink too much, I have been since I was 13. I'm a vegetarian and I have a cat named Frank, and he is homicidal. I have three of the bestest friends ever named Paul, Kelsey, and Jesse. I bring them up now because I'll most likely end up chatting about them quite a bit. I am a shopaholic, movie-aholic, and I have OCD with slight ADHD tendancies. I'm vain, but at the same time I think I'm uber ugly. "Walking Contradiction"
"Music is my hot hot sex" basically. I listen to anything. I have a general favourite band, Tokio Hotel, but otherwise, I have no favourite anything. ACTUALLY. Favourite song RIGHT NOW? "Nothing To Lose - Billy Talent" mmm. I'm listening to it right now.
Hum hum hum, I'm obsessed with social networking sites. [FollowmeonTwitter/Dailybooth : SarahSomeone =D ] Plus, I have a youtube and here's a link to my newest video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAde54l3OJk
So basically, this blog will consist of my rambling, links to pictures/videos, songs/stories i write or help write. I'm a very uneventful person, so even the smallest things will seem like Canada Day fireworks. [you think that's bad, you should see me when i GO to the fire works] thanks for reading this, and if you DO go and follow/subscribe, I will do the same back. =] again, thanks for your time.
The tip of my right index finger is itchy.
I have writers block, and I complain about it in my new youtube video, where I ramble about the same things I normally blog about. I think I might like this kind of stuff a bit too much. Honestly, I really don't care. =]
So, hullo, I'm Sarah. As of right now, I'm 18 years young, I'm a mega nerd, I have black/blue hair, I'm 4'10" and I have grey eyes. My birthday is in 7 days, I'm going camping for 5 days IN 4 days and I'm super excited. I drink too much, I have been since I was 13. I'm a vegetarian and I have a cat named Frank, and he is homicidal. I have three of the bestest friends ever named Paul, Kelsey, and Jesse. I bring them up now because I'll most likely end up chatting about them quite a bit. I am a shopaholic, movie-aholic, and I have OCD with slight ADHD tendancies. I'm vain, but at the same time I think I'm uber ugly. "Walking Contradiction"
Mmmm, Greenday
"Music is my hot hot sex" basically. I listen to anything. I have a general favourite band, Tokio Hotel, but otherwise, I have no favourite anything. ACTUALLY. Favourite song RIGHT NOW? "Nothing To Lose - Billy Talent" mmm. I'm listening to it right now.
Hum hum hum, I'm obsessed with social networking sites. [FollowmeonTwitter/Dailybooth : SarahSomeone =D ] Plus, I have a youtube and here's a link to my newest video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aAde54l3OJk
So basically, this blog will consist of my rambling, links to pictures/videos, songs/stories i write or help write. I'm a very uneventful person, so even the smallest things will seem like Canada Day fireworks. [you think that's bad, you should see me when i GO to the fire works] thanks for reading this, and if you DO go and follow/subscribe, I will do the same back. =] again, thanks for your time.
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