7.02.2009

ATTN: Terrified.

Okay, so 3 days until my wisdom teeth come out. I'm only freaking out a little...That's a lie. I'm SO scared. Maybe my teeth like staying in my face..Did you ever think of that, Dentist? I have to take valium because I hyperventalate at the sight of needles, and I refuse to be put under because the thought of that petrifies me as well. My friends keep giving me horror stories and I really don't want to know. I mean, I know no one can look at me and say that it won't hurt and so on, but honestly, you telling me that it's going to hurt as much as if I'm giving birth isn't making this any easier.
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I've been doing laundry all day, yet again, because I don't want my clothes smelling like a weekend of partying. I feel like a bum, I'm walking around in my 'crappy clothes' because everything I normally is in the drier.
Listening to Marianas Trench and playing my DS while I'm waiting for the washing machine to finish. I'm wicked awesome.
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So, it's official, my foot is infected. I took my shoe off after my shift last night and my sock had blood on it, even though I had a band aid on the wound. The cut won't heal properly, so it's covered in bandages and gause today. I've been soaking it, cleaning it. So on, so forth.
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Next week is going to be Hell, just because my mouth will hurt, my foot will most likely still hurt and because my jaw will be sore, I probably won't be able to sing, just when I start getting better. Maybe my friends will come visit me in my darkest days. =]
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Well this was fun, expect lots while I'm just sitting here crying. This, and facebook quiz completion notifications.
If anyone has tips for a quick recovery and time wasting ideas, let me know. =^_^=

6.30.2009

ATTN: happy birthday, whatsherface

My birthday was June 29th and I spent the 26th until then with my friends. It was a weekend to get away, party and let go.
That happened; I got so drunk I blacked out twice [Also, I can't remember a thing from 2 days], I was drunk for 4 days straight, I got to see my friend Kelsey, I went to the big city and on the skytrain, both for the first time, went to a mall with 4 floors, and I saw Transformers 2. Hurray, basically. I paid for everything myself. Okay, that's good. I can support myself. My friends texted me "Happy Birthday" on the 29th. Awe <3.
I have gotten one card, with my only gift of $20 from my grandma. I KNOW! I sound like a TOTAL bitch, but honestly, isn't 19 a bit of a deal? No one sang happy birthday except my parents. I mean, I'm not normally the one to ask for anything at all, but really? $20 and a card.
God, I feel like a terrible person, and know what? Maybe I am. I'm selfish and self absorbed, and as I already told anyone who reads these, I'm vain.
Ouch.
Anyways, I've been attacked by bug bites and I have no anti-itch cream so I'm dying. I have a gash out of my foot in two places, and a cut across my toe and I have no clue how I got them as I was drunk beyond belief at the time. I got a sun burn on my face\\Top of my head.

This blog's all about me complaining that I have a job so I can afford to hate myself, and how my friends are jerks for texting me happy birthday...Wow.

I think I just ended this without trying.

Love\\Hate you all <3