Showing posts with label 19. Show all posts
Showing posts with label 19. Show all posts

6.30.2009

ATTN: happy birthday, whatsherface

My birthday was June 29th and I spent the 26th until then with my friends. It was a weekend to get away, party and let go.
That happened; I got so drunk I blacked out twice [Also, I can't remember a thing from 2 days], I was drunk for 4 days straight, I got to see my friend Kelsey, I went to the big city and on the skytrain, both for the first time, went to a mall with 4 floors, and I saw Transformers 2. Hurray, basically. I paid for everything myself. Okay, that's good. I can support myself. My friends texted me "Happy Birthday" on the 29th. Awe <3.
I have gotten one card, with my only gift of $20 from my grandma. I KNOW! I sound like a TOTAL bitch, but honestly, isn't 19 a bit of a deal? No one sang happy birthday except my parents. I mean, I'm not normally the one to ask for anything at all, but really? $20 and a card.
God, I feel like a terrible person, and know what? Maybe I am. I'm selfish and self absorbed, and as I already told anyone who reads these, I'm vain.
Ouch.
Anyways, I've been attacked by bug bites and I have no anti-itch cream so I'm dying. I have a gash out of my foot in two places, and a cut across my toe and I have no clue how I got them as I was drunk beyond belief at the time. I got a sun burn on my face\\Top of my head.

This blog's all about me complaining that I have a job so I can afford to hate myself, and how my friends are jerks for texting me happy birthday...Wow.

I think I just ended this without trying.

Love\\Hate you all <3

6.23.2009

ATTN: Tragedy?

This isn't happening; I CAN NOT be getting sick 2 days before my camping trip and birthday party weekend! I can not be ill the day I turn 19. Granted, I won't notice, considering I'll be drunk for 5 days straight, but when I'm sober I'll have a cold AND a hangover to deal with? Oh joy.
Second thing on my mind right now. WRITERS BLOCK...semi cleared off. I wrote a verse and half a chorus for MY song, two lines for my friends song that he wanted me to help him with and no headway on my story one bit.
Third; my mp3 players being a fucktard. *insert angry face here* That's all I have to say about that, actually.
Fourth; going to go watch Party Monster, drink loads of tea and sleep [hopefully] and try to feel 100% in two days. WAIT. one and a half. -_-
Wish me luck <3